Football

Growing up I used to sit with my father and love to watch the game. Because it's what he loved and I love being around daddy...DADDY'S LIL GIRL. For years I refused to watch the game that I loved and shared with my father. I went against the team he rooted for because I wanted to distance myself from him and anything he liked. But slowly this year I've started to really take notice of the game again. Still not into the players and all that I just love the game...oh and Ray Lewis (ravens #52). I know why I've turned back into my love of the game and I'm just happy that I have a lil part of me returning because I lost a lot of who I was and gaining me back is what I've always wanted.

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