Jealousy?
What is this bug that has come over me called Jealousy? Everything about you is nothing that I hate or should be jealous of but I'm sickened by the very thought of you. The fact that you breathe in my space irritates the shyt out of me. But I'm not sure why. Did I expect to take your space and erase you? Did I expect you to lose and not have to see you? This bug has come over me strong and I'm not sure why? I've never been jealous of anyone before...ever! So exactly what is this? Maybe it's my failures and your strides that has me buggin, but why can't I just be happy for your successes and accept that I just ain't ready for that yet. I have something in me that needs to be repossessed and not by the Devil but by God's grace. I can't even begin to explain the envy and hurt that have come over me, but I refuse to let it get the best of me. So God in your son's name Jesus...I pray that you work over me and help me shake this green bug t...