The Change
What is happening in my life that I am okay with being just your friend even though I'm in love with you? Why am I changing how I interact with people and changing the way I even describe what a friend is to me? How has this person changed my entire life and with each change I fall in love even more. What exactly is this change gonna be, where exactly will it take me in life? Is this for the best or the worst? I don't recall every being this scared of losing a friend in my life, to bring someone else in would mean changing the entire dynamics of our friendship and that scares the shit outta me. I've never had someone love me completely for exactly who I am. Someone who loves like me. How do you walk away from this person? You don't you learn to love them even more. At least thats what i've planned to do, even if she doesn't want me the way I want her, I'm never allowing her to not feel love because I never have to question love from her. But then t...