MyGrowth

The conversation last night...INTENSE...but shyt I needed to hear. Work on being a better me, take baby steps to doing the best for you. Stop making excuses and just do it.

Seems to be I'm a relationship type girl. Not too often am I not in a relationship of some type. Though it seems that I go from one to the next, there is some space in between I just usually have an option once I leave forreal. To me I've been in relationships most of my life. Since I was 10 there was one constant guy in and out, he died when i was 16. By 16 I had met my daughters father...we got serious by 17 I was with him for 8 years. By 25 I had met the next guy who was on and off...this was 9 years. Now at 34 I have a new one...except it's all the way new. She is the first that I've ever even cared to venture out with. I remember back when she first walked into the office with her lil crochet braids. She was younger than me so I just made a mental note of how cute and smart she was and kept it moving. Like oh she's cute and never thought twice, but then when she came back that next year...I was shocked and happy to see her back. We exchanged numbers,...