MyGrowth

It's a day before Christmas a holiday I used to celebrate and participate in. This year especially I truly chose not to participate in festivities. I took a long look at what made this day special at all and from my traditions none of it made sense. We take our paychecks and run almost into more debt buying expensive gifts for our children and friends just to show them that we love them. We begin a lie about a jolly fat man who flies around the world in 1 day to give gifts to boys and girls who were good the rest of the year. But also there's the theory that this was Jesus birthday and we should celebrate his birth because of who He is. Is this the same reason behind the reasons we celebrate this year or any other. More and more robberies take place to help those less fortunate buy something for their children. What I ask is the true meaning behind the Christmas holiday and traditions? Well this year that question becomes slightly different. Two days before Christmas t...

It has a been a full 8 years since we met and I sometimes still have no idea why I still love you the way I do. After years of lying, I still can't shake myself off you and i'm not sure why. While I can't truly depend on anyone else you've been the only one who's stood by my side and has been there in some of my darkest hours. You have been the friend that I've always wanted and asked for, except you lie about any and everything. I don't trust shyt this man says ever. I've heard so many lies I never know what to trust from you. that is not my fault, those are stories you chose to tell. I allowed my credit to be jeopardize by you by getting you a phone and you chose to talk to another chick and then lied about doing it. I'm not sure why the phuck I'm still here. I obviously enjoy this feeling of not being important, never being enough for anyone. This feeling sucks but it's what is normal to me. I hate it but I seem to fall back into...