HOW DO I FIND HAPPINESS
Where does it lie, how do I get to it? How can I smile and really truly mean it. Today is not the day. but I'm really trying to stay in the happy place. i'm trying to listen to sermons, trying to listen to music, trying to talk with people on FB. nothing is soothing my happy place. i want to cry but i'm at work, tears are strolling but i can't cry how i want. i'd rather be at home right now. how did this day even begin in such a shyt storm. here's what i remember... Saturday was normal, we talked on the phone a few times in the morning. I knew she was going to hang out with some friends is what she said. Okay I'm chilling in the house not doing much today. Went to my moms, saw my nieces and nephew, my mom and brothers. Had a decent time, no complaints. Took my mom to grocery store and to get something to eat, took her home and went in the house. No calls from her, but while home I texted her a few times. I knew she was out so I wasn't tr...