MyGrowth

WHAT YOU WON'T DO IN 2020 IS YELL AT ME CAUSE YOU THINK YOU IN THE RIGHT. I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANOTHER MOMENT IN 2020 FROM MICHELLE T OR MARY A. I AM A GROWN AS WOMAN WHO MADE A DECISION WHETHER YOU AGREE WITH MY DECISION OR NOT, I AM NOT A CHILD AND I MADE A SOUND DECISION. YOU'RE NOT TRAINING ME TO FIX CERTAIN MISTAKES OR GIVING ME ACCESS TO MORE IS YOUR FAULT AND I BET YOU WISH YOU TOLD ME MORE SHYT. I'M SICK OF THE BULLSHYT. I'M SICK OF BEING QUIET WHILE PEOPLE USE ME AS THEIR PUNCHING BAG WHEN I KNOW I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG.

strong emotion of irritation that occurs when a need or expectation is not met. strong feelings of annoyance, strong feeling of displeasure and strong feeling of hostility. I AM ANGRY. HOW DO I CHANGE MY MINDSET TO REMOVE ANGER? be naked come to God and ask for forgiveness. be delivered. 7 TYPES OF ANGER: Avoider - keeps anger on the inside, uncomfortable being angry, covers up, simmering volcano (UNHEALTHY) Exploder - express anger freely and often, always angry Exploiter - use and take advantage with anger, enjoys the power anger gives, uses anger to control Grumps - critical/sarcastic always, something critical to say about something or somebody always Passive Agressive - have aggressive behavior done passively, says or does things to cause anger Retreater - use silent approach when problem arises. they go silent Savors - hold onto anger for use at later date once filled to capacity.

It's been quite some time since the last time I wrote anything and whats funny is I stated I couldn't wait to be Mrs. Jackson. Oh how times have changed. I still am striving to be Mrs. Jackson just not quite sure how that journey looks or what they role entails. The journey is a big bumpy and swervy. I'll try to update a bit more often, i know I say this often but I'm generally on here every day, may not get one for the weekend but I need to write somewhere and I need to do better at this thing. I have to refresh my brain and start to do things more for myself to be happy. Writing makes me happy, deciding what to write about now that different. Cause what I don't want is to continue to see the same type of writing. So i'll start with something a bit different today. I've been working on changing my negative mind and working to think more positive and get out of this depressive resentment funk. so i'm working on what i feed my thoughts and my vi...