Growth Phase 1

Realizing that I do love but with limitations. My wall is so high that I barely let anyone in. Even when I know someone loves me it's hard for me to love them to full capacity. I expect so much and give so little. I want to be loved 100% but I don't know how to love 100%. I ask for guidance daily on this because it's my biggest struggle. I know that he loves me and he shows it all the time but i'm so selfish I forget that he has his own struggles and doesn't want me to be involved 100% until he has a handle on them. But i get upset because I want to struggle with him, yet I have my own struggles that I must conquer in order to be the woman he needs me to be and the mom my daughter needs also. This summer off is for enlightenment and growth. Hoping the time off will give me what I need in my life.

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